I’m just going to get straight to the point.

God has placed a heavy conviction on my heart that I am sinning against Him because I am a disrespectful wife.

When I first felt this conviction, I denied it.  I feel like I do a fair job of respecting James.  I don’t argue with him in public. I refuse to be one of those women who gets together with her girlfriends to rant about how “terrible” or “stupid” or “inconsiderate” her husband is.  Several months ago, I vowed to never say anything negative about him to anyone else, and I have done a pretty good job at sticking to that.

But since I value honesty, it is only fair to admit that I am wrong.  Deeply wrong. I know at the core of my being that I am a massive failure when it comes to respecting my husband.  I may…